so this is now.

Yes I am a dreamer and yes I am lovesick so how do I tell my heart that the reality is there is a life to live here. While I will try not to live separate from my hearts desire I cannot neglect what I am here to do.

God is all around me and He will be training me for all my life, but there comes a point where one must recognize what the point of the training is and use it for His glory.

Sometimes I think my head is so up in the clouds with thoughts of Him and what His will might look like for him or for her or for this group or that, that I miss how it could be implemented all around me. And I'm so busy waiting for God to scream that I miss his gentle whispers, but then I think 'hey, i can't hear whispers anyway'.

I don't know who reads this thing, and I'm coming more to the point of not caring who does, but the truth is that there is a battle for my blood and for yours. And while it's already been covered, the battle is raging to create as much destruction that might hurt God and his kids. AND THAT makes me angry, and truly I will fight back. I won't tell you how.

I WILL NOT sit idle and watch this happen to me and the people I love any longer. Get ready, God is taking back HIS grounds, and I want to be a part of it.

If we could only see the chains. I cannot tell you how many people are walking ball-and-chain. People! JESUS WILL SET YOU FREE.